so this will be my last entry for this blog. i’m having my new one on Multiply. If you still want to read the current happenings of my life, just go to http://celesteakalavender.multiply.com/
that’s all for today! take care and god bless!
♥(celeste)♥(mae)♥
find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot
who calls you back when you hang up on him
wait for the boy who kisses you’re forehead
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats
who holds you’re hand in front of his friends
who thinks you are just as pretty without makeup on
one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares
and loves being with you
and how he’s the luckiest guy in the world to have you
the one who turns to his friends ans says "that’s her!"
you can only push a girl away for so long
until she walks out of your life on her own
so be careful and make sure this is what you want
because once she turns around
she isn’t coming back
i’m trying not to love you
i’m trying not to care
i’m trying not to live my life wishing you were there
i’m trying not to wonder where you are or what you do
i’m sorry i can’t help myself
i fell in love with you
the smile on your face lets me know you need me
there’s truth in your eyes saying you’ll never leave me
the touch of your hand says you’ll catch me whenever i fall
the man that deserves you most
is the man that thinks he doesn’t
trip over love
you can get up
fall in love
and you fall forever
don’t you love how every girl’s profileis about that one guy
and yet he never knows that every word is about him
life is short
they say it takes a minute to find a special person
an hour to appreciate them
a day to love them
but then an entire life to forget them
we were given two hands to hold
two legs to walk
two eyes to see
two ears to listen
but why only one heart
because the other one was given to someone for us to find
you know you love someone when…
no matter how much you fight, you always make up
no matter how mad they make you, you can’t help but love them anyways
and no matter how hard you try, it’s impossible to live without them
having the love of your life break up with you
and say "we can still be friends"
is like your dog dying
and your mom saying "you can still keep it"
i know i don’t have the prettiest face for you to look at
or the skinniest waist for you to hold
but i promise i do have the biggest heart to love you with
you don’t love someone because they’re beautiful
they’re beautiful because you love them
all i need is just one chance, one kiss, one night to show you what you mean to me
one chance to spend the day with you and to show you how we were so alike
one kiss to prove we’re more than just friends
and one night to hold you tight
love is for losers
and i guess i’m one of them
love…
something so simple to say
yet so hard to really mean
i’m gonna smile like nothing’s wrong
talk like everything’s prefect
act like it’s just a dream
and pretend it’s not hurting me
the best part of life is happiness
whereas the best part of happiness is love
never lie, steal, cheat, or drink
but if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love
if you must steal, steal away from bad company
if you must cheat, cheat death
and if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away
why do people meet the wrong one
before you appreciate the right one
he is the only one fore me
no matter how many miles from me he is
i know he’ll always be there for me
he has it all…
i don’t want anyone else
because there is no one better than him
and no one can make me feel the way he does
before this week began, i was hoping to have a peace and quiet weekend. i was hoping to just stay around the house all day and do what i desire to do. if ever, i was hoping to go somewhere with friends and enjoy the weekend. however, all these things seem to be impossible. all these things seem to be just fantasies for this weekend.
it all began when our social studies teacher told us to prepare a role-play (a pantomime, to be exact) about the lesson we had this week. it was kinda easy, really, if only my groupmates and i cooperate with this. not that i underestimate the abilities of my groupmates, but there are some certain instances when students like us don’t cooperate and have each other’s own mind. and instead of helping each other, they do the opposite.
one thing i hate about this role-play is that we were required to have props and whatsoever. this "props" you say, involves money and time. we might finish the run of the play for just an hour, but making the props could take forever. i mean, not literally, but it could take us one whole day or maybe even two to make what we need.
okay. so maybe i am overreacting about this whole role-play situation. but that’s not just my problem this weekend - also the so-called SIP.
Science Investigatory Project or shall we say - SIP. almost every week, since class begun, our chemistry teacher has been reminding us about it. some of us just ignored it. but we already had plans on whoever our groupmates will be. so that was it. i was stuck and glad that i was, with my two groupmates. we haven’t really decided on what the title of our project would be cause we were expecting that there would be more time. sadly to say, we were wrong.
yesterday morning, it nearly shocked us all when our teacher announced that that day was the deadline for the approval of SIPs. everyone in class got really busy and worried that day, including me and my groupmates. one of my groupmate’s mom suggested on a title. she explained (through text) to us about what kind of project that was. by the end of the day, we were ready.
we were already outside of the Science Department to defend our project. a lot of students were also there, so it was really crowded. but we didn’t make it. we didn’t even have the time just to show the teacher the title of our project. we were told to come back the next day (Friday) since we don’t have classes.
so we went back the next day. as a matter of fact, i just came from there. students aren’t supposed to be at school today because of some teachers’ seminar or something. but we still went there, anyway.
we had additional titles in case they would disapprove with my groupmate’s mother’s title. a lot of students were also there, with the same purpose like us. but all’s same as hell. we already got inside the school. then we were thrown out.
going to school today was a disappointing plan. still, nothing happened with our SIP. but since all of were there, we were able to plan on our role-play. so that was it. tomorrow morning at eight, we will be seeing at school to do what must be done.
i really hate it when my weekend gets ruined because of some school stuffs. but if it’s gonna be worthwhile, then i guess i should be okay with it, right?
♥(celeste)♥(mae)♥
mostly, i love talking about myself that there are times when i can’t stop until i run out of ideas. not that i’m boasting or anything, but behind this simple and cheerful face, there are lots of stories. stories that only a few may know.
many says i’m so lucky. they say that they envy me for the great life they see in me. the truth is, they only see what i wanna let them see. these "stories" i’m talking about are the things that’s been keeping me weak. things that i don’t wanna talk about.
when i think about these things, they sometimes make me cry. sometimes they wanna make me laugh out loud. when you’re with me, you might say i’m a little weird. you would sense my sudden change of mood. one moment i’m happy and really noisy. the next moment i become quiet.
my stories are in my past. they’re really unforgettable. and when i say unforgettable, i really mean it. i’m not saying they’re happy. and i’m not saying they’re sad too. all i wanna let you know, like what i said before, is that they’re my weaknesses.
the term "friendship" have been keeping me strong through the years. though right now, i don’t have what you say the so-called "best friend," i still have the "close friends" who i can count on to. i don’t know what i’m going to do without them. they make my day happy and complete, through the ups and downs we’ve been having together.
*sigh*
i know i’m being emotional again. somehow, i feel a little better right now. not that i’ve gone lonely recently, but i do feel better.
♥(celeste)♥(mae)♥